Wow. Rhonda, I'm very sorry to hear what happened, it should never have ended that way. Sex is "supposed" to be fun, even if it was a little rough, or even a lot rough. But it's NEVER supposed to to injure you or scare the shit out of your SO. Maybe it's the danger, maybe it's the humiliation; of you, of Paul(helpless while they use you), maybe it was just a couple of bad apples taking shit too far. MAY-Be a combo of some or all of above. But it should NEVER end like that. Shame on THEM!
I for one, as an admirer of your work, hope you mend quickly and get back to enjoying what you do. I also hope that you & Paul add some safety precautions to limit future excesses. Get well soon....
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