Love your story. I have had the urge to watch a man suck me, but the bigger urge is to have me do the sucking. My wife knows I am bi-sexual, has told me several times she thinks I am. The problem is following through with it. The thought occupies a lot of my time. I have told my wife I want a threesome with a bi-sexual man, but just can't get her to agree. I'm thinking of having a relationship with a man without her knowing but would rather her there. Anyone have any suggestions as to how I could pull this off(threesome) or should I just satisfy my urge and find a man to be with alone.