Forced fantasy
 

Does any one share similar forced fantasies to me? For a long time I have had fantasies about being forced to have sex with men and women and also I fantasise about forcing another woman into being my slut and abusing her, hope I'm not alone with this!!?? X

Forced fantasy
 

I force you and abuse you, your body will use my fill and be satisfied

I would love some one to take me and use, force me to strip naked for them and then they force themselves on me, force cock inside me and use me like a whore.
I love the thought of not being in control and being totally humiliated and dominated, makes me so wet and horny! X

Dirty slut and force you will use your body at will.
Horny whore do not fight and enjoy my abuse..These at my leisure and service.

Right with you UK Wife
 

Forced sex can be so hot! Scary but hot. The first time When I was younger the guy I was withe, well we were at his place, he'd already gotten me naked and he was on the couch as I was kneeling sucking him off. I suddenly realized that both his hands were on my head but I was being rubber and fingered, his roommate had cum in and was behind me. I lifted up and tried to say stop, but since he had my head he just pushed my mouth back on his cock and held me there. At this pint his roomate pushed his cock into me and stared to fuck me. I stopped squirming at this point. The guy I was sucking got up and left the room and his roommate flipped my over opened my legs and and started again, this time grxbbibg my tits and I remember to this day him saying " such a good FuckSlut, you like it don't you?" I couldn't say anything he was just fuckibg me so hard. The guy I was with came back with two beers, they clinked them together and then fucked me anyway they wanted for rest of the afternoon. They'd take breaks, watch a kittle tv, then fuck me again. I remember getting dressed 2 or 3 times but every time would wait till I was done and then throw me back on the couch, undress me and fuck me again. I know that I was pretty much raped but I never fought them or said stop. The roommate had a good size cock, the biggest I'd had at the time and he did make me cum several times that afternoon
This was also the first time I had been shared

Forced? Just lay back and wait for the queue to form!
 

Having just looked at your photos, I would love to have you in any way of your choosing. What a beauty.
You are the epitome of a natural woman, oozing with sex appeal, and could take your pick of well hung dudes who would form a line to take you one after the other.
Get hubby to blindfold you, bring a crowd of guys home, and let them take you one after the other. You would have no idea if they are black, white, good looking or pig ugly, you would just feel the size of their manhood and the size of their load as they pummel you one after the other, making that hairy cunt wetter and wetter, more slippery and swollen, as each one forces your lips apart and rams deep inside of you.
It would be consensual, and therefore legal, as you would agree to it, but at the same time, you would feel violated, and not in control as your hubby would choose who goes in to service you, being cuckolded but in control, seeing another man fuck you hard and come inside of you, deciding when he should stop and when the next should take over, maybe saving the biggest for last, so that he could slide in easily, not damaging that beautiful pussy, but filling it. Boy does that need filing!
I just wish I could be the first.

That sounds really good, I really like the thought of not knowing who was fucking me, using my body and filling me with their cum. But I really like the forced fantasy where I am taken against my will and abused and humiliated. My naked body exposed. I get so horny thinking about it. X

Slut want to be the pimp who humiliate you and use your body to my full craving.
Used and abused whore,forced fun.

Gladly your body force you slut.
fuck your mouth, your pussy and your tight ass..;-)

I've never actually forced a girl, but I did fuck a girl a few times that just didn't resist. The first time she came over, we were just watching TV and I started messing with her. Kissing, fondling, etc. After a while, and a few drinks, I just decided to fuck her. She didn't resist, so I just kept going. She seemed cool with it.

The next day I asked her about and she told me that she really wasn't planning on having sex, but I was pretty adamant about it, so she just let it happen.

She let a lot of guys fuck her because she thought that's what she was there for. If a guy paid attention to her, she would fuck them.

The last time I fucked her, I told her beforehand I was going to cum inside her. We had always fucked with a condom, but I wanted to fill her up. When I told her I was going to cum inside her, she just said, "I know" and she just laid back and let me do it. I asked her I'd she was concerned about getting pregnant, she told me that a guy she dated before always busted inside her and she never did, so she was OK with it. She said she never wanted him to, but he didn't care and did it anyway. She would do anything anyone wanted her to do.

Tie Her Up!
 

I think you'd like bondage.
Imagine yourself tied, maybe standing with your hands tied above your head, legs apart and shackled at the ankles, with just your underwear on.
The room is empty, bare and cold, with no windows, just one door behind you, and small holes drilled in the wall opposite. You can see eyes staring through the holes, hear mens voices, feel them staring at you, lusting after you. There is the sound of somebody breathing heavily, clearly masturbating at the sight of you.
You hear the door open behind you, and hear more voices - two men, maybe more, enter the room, and then..........silence.
Your ears strain to hear the slightest sound, and you think you hear clothing being removed, the faintest rustling sound, followed by the sound of a zip being slowly pulled down. Then another, and another, followed by more rustling, and the sound of bare feet behind you.
Your body stiffens with expectation, as you feel hot breath on your neck, smell a strangers body behind you.
The sensation makes you tingle, and tremble slightly, not sure what is about to happen. Then, rough hands tear at your bra clip, and wrench it from you. Your breasts drop and the same hands reach around and squeeze them roughly, a rock hard dick pressing into your backside. More hands pull your panties down, and fingers probe at you, roughly pulling your pubic hair and pushing inside you. The third man stands in front of you, staring at your naked body, watching the hands teasing your nipples, then down to the others probing your pussy. You writhe and fight against this violation, but you are unable to resist, the shackles hurting your wrists and ankles as you try to fight against the indignity. The third man grabs his dick and slowly starts pulling himself off. You stare at him, fascinated, as his manhood grows in size, the glans glistening with wetness, engorging with blood and eventually looking red and angry as his movement gets faster and his stare more manic.
The hands on your breasts are squeezing tighter, his dick grinding against your bare ass, wet now with his pre-cum. The hands at your pussy have stopped, and this guy is now kneeling in front of you, his face inches from your hairy pussy. He grabs your hips and grinds his face into you, his tongue probing, his lips sucking at your clitoris. You feel disgusted, filthy, violated, but the wetness dripping from the mans chin belies your lust for this. You begin to realise that this was your idea, your fantasy, and this is the reality. Three men gorging themselves on your body, one with his face deep in your groin, another with his dick about to penetrate your ass, and another wildly masturbating in front of you, clearly frantic with lust for you.
Finally, the sensation grows within you, and your hips thrust into his face, and this makes the man at your rear take his chance, and force his glans into your ass. The pain is excruciating, but the ecstasy equals it, and the fellatist has his victory as your legs buckle and orgasm overwhelms you. The masturbator pushes the other aside, and picks you up, holding your weight as he enters you with ease, your lips dripping with juices. Two men forcing themselves on you, one in each hole, and you feel the membrane between them straining to contain them, as they get into a rhythm with each pushing and withdrawing alternately. The pain and the ecstasy overwhelm each other, combining to make you feel as horny as hell!
You decide to take over, and kiss the masturbator hard, your tongue pushing deep into his mouth, he responds, and the passion rises as you feel a hot gush in your anus, combined with a loud moan combined with short twitching pushes inside you. The anal dick withdraws, leaving you with just one dick thrusting forcefully into you, rubbing hard against your clit. The third man now has his mouth underneath you, sucking at your swollen lips and the scrotum hanging above you. The additional sensation is too much for the man and he too comes in a hot gush inside you, jerking uncontrollably, his tongue forcing itself hard into your mouth as he withdraws and drops to his knees. You feel used, abused, but unsatisfied, and scream at the men to finish what they started.
But they crawl away, leaving you hanging by your restraints, laughing and slamming the door behind them.
Left alone, the only noise you can hear is the dripping from your pussy, cum and juices dripping from it. The eyes are still there............maybe more men trying to pluck up the courage to attempt to satisfy this gorgeous sexy creature, who has just showed that she can take any man, but also proved that not just any man can satisfy her.

Put that in writing
 

Laura, you can accomplish what you wish for if you pit it in writing and sign a statement saying just that.
Any other way and it could turn out badly, But doing that and passing it on to likely candidates,there is every chance it will take place.

I know of winch I speak LOL

Oh thank you for that, fuck I'm so wet and horny reading that! That is one of my favourite fantasies, but I want it to happen at my office where I work in front of all my managers and colleagues! I want them to see me forced to strip naked and expose my saggy tits and my hairy cunt to them, and have each of them in turn abuse me and humiliate me, make me suck their cocks and lick their pussies and have them ravage my mouth, bum and cunt and leave me a naked cum covered slut on the office floor! I need to cum! X

I have theses fantasizes too. Makes me cum so hard

My ex LOVED rapeplay! At first I found it weird and had trouble being rough enough but eventually I figured out how she liked it. No safe words, were ever used. One night I came home, she was dressed nice and made up, she had been working me up all day with pics and texts, I was so horny when I got home! I entered the bedroom, she told me to lock it. She was on the opposite side. She asked me if I were horny, of course I was she made sure of it. Then she said if she got the door open I was fucking my hand. If I was man enough to take her I could have her. I loved our little rapeplay sessions, her ass was my favorite target. She yelled go and took off. She made sure I worked for it but thats still one of the best orgasms ive ever had. I got her ass, hard, dry, and deep! I came 5 times back to back! I had 4 multiples once before but never had 5. Ive only came that hard one other times, just incredible!

wife
 

My wife and I had been out drinking and she was horny so we went into a field and she said rape me. So I forced her onto my cock sucking hard and I face fucked her mouth then threw her skirt up pulled he knickers off and fucked hard holding her mouth. Afterwards she started crying saying when she looked up she didnt see me but someone else. Wow she got what she wanted then felt guilty

I created a monster
 

My friends spent the weekend at my place two weeks ago and as him and I worked on getting my boat ready to put in the water,she used my computer and clicked on to my DMW bookmark.
Finding your fantasies Laura, she read what I had said about putting that desire in writing,signed it and left it on my computer desk for me to find.
She contacted me the following Monday asking if I had found her signed paper work,telling her I had,she wanted to know when I would be acting on it?
I let her know in no uncertain terms that this she would discover when it happened,no warning no anything,just my suddenly going at her when she least expected it.
As it turned out,we went to the adult club this weekend,after socializing for a few hours and enough drinks to loosen things up.
I pulled her up on the stage,removed her clothes and secured her on the bed, announced that she was available to any one who wanted her in any way they wanted.
At first it scared the Hell out of her but after the first husband and wife used and abused her,she was hooked.
To say she was sore and a mess when I told her it was time to go,is an understatement,but as i helped her shower and clean up,she informed me she loved it and couldn't wait for what happens next.

You say you'd like to be forced, I could train you like I did my little slut-wife, start by teaching you how to have squirting orgasms, keep a vibrating butt plug in your ass, pierce your clit hood so I can attach a vibrating bullet to it, and keep the remotes so I can switch them on and off at random. Walk up at anytime and push you to your knees and force my cock down your throat, fucking you face like a cunt till you swallow my load. Throw you down and pound your pussy or ass anytime I want. Before long you'll be so cock drunk that you will fuck or suck anyone your told too. You'll offer your slutty holes up to be gangbanged. By the time your slut training was over there wouldn't be any sex act no matter how kinky or perverted that you won't enjoy and if no getting enough kink, you will beg to be treated like a cock hungry cum slut. Oh and if you don't believe me ask my wife, she's the third cum slut I've trained and they love to be a whore that gets used as a cum dump.

Many times I've been forced to have sex with men and women that I did not know, or while I was blindfolded. But since I love it an am really quite willing I guess it can't really be called forced. More like ordered to, or placed in restraints where my choice is taken away. I do have a safe word but I've never felt the need to use it. Once my Master drove me to a hotel. I was dressed in a floor length white fur, underneath I wore only my collar and a leash. He gave me a room number and told me I was to go there and to submit. I reached the room and knocked, the man who answered I did know. I didn't know him well but had met him once at a swingers party. Master had ordered me to suck his cock there and I did. He immediately blindfolded me at the door, then he led me into the room. He stripped my coat off and put wrist restraints on me. My arms were raised over my head, he told me to spread my legs and I did. He took his time examining my body, then he began to use a flogger on me. It stung, but he knew what he was doing, my ass was hot and my pussy got wet. He made me ask for more. I did. He made me beg to cum, I begged him to let this slut cum. Someone began to lick my pussy. He gave me permission to cum and I did, I was more than ready. He took me down and bent me over a couch. He started to fuck my mouth, a minute later someone else began to fuck my pussy. I was a total slut for them. When they had finished they led me to the bed, he forced my face down into a woman's pussy. I began eating her greedily. As I ate her out someone forced a big cock up my ass. I loved every minute of it. I think there were 3 men and one woman there, I don't really know. When they were done they led me to the door, gave me my coat and pushed me out the door. Before he shoved me out the door, he told me my Master would be waiting for me. Thy closed the door and I took my blindfold off. I quickly put my coat on and walked through the hotel. Master was in his car, waiting at the front door. I got in. As he drove away he told me to strip. I did, he made me show him my red ass, and examined my cum dripping pussy and ass. He unzipped his pants and I sucked his cock, as I told him what they had done with his slut.

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As I said my ex loved to do rapeplay. We had entire wardrobes with costume jewelry, wigs, uniforms, restraints, lots of props. She was a little like another woman someone described, in that she just let guys use her pussy if they wanted it. Thankfully she had never done anal. She was told by the grandma who raised her, never tell your husband no, anything he wants from you, give it. Maybe thats why she liked rapeplays? She was used by guys and she just got use to feeling like sex was rape? I dont know but she never told me no and was serious, no safe words. One day she was 8 months pregnant, she had been having false contractions, the doc told us sex would help her get through labor and delivery faster. We went home, were making out standing, I turned her around, said its time you learned to fuck like a mom, pulled her maternith pants down and leaned her towards the back of the futon. Its almost like she knew what was coming. She never said a word, just was still as a statue. I jerked precum and wet my head with it, wedged it to her ass and shoved.
Until that point she had refused anal. I asked "want me to stop?" She shook her head no and said "just take what you want and get it over with!" Gripped her hips and sank all the way in. "Want my cock in your virgin ass?" She shook her head no. "Want me to stop?" She shook her head no and said "just hurry up!" I pounded her harder several thrusts and exploded in her ass.
When i was done we sat on the couch cuddled up. I said "I was afraid you would ask me to stop or tell me no!" She said, "mamaw taught me never tell my husband no! Doesnt matter if I like it, im your wife to use how you desire. She said thats the key to a good marriage!" Thats when I learned what her grandma taught her about being a wifely duty. She explained in detail that day. It dawned on me she didnt say no because she was told from her grandma wives dont say no, ever. She didnt want it necessarily, but I had no idea, I just thought she was kinky.
Her mamaw conditioned her her entire youth to believe women dont say no, they reward their men with their bodies. She developed a huge love of roleplay, rapeplay, bondage, pain, stretching, I mean she bloomed, she wanted to do crazy kinky shit, and I mean asked even begged to. She told me like 6 years into marriage, I asked her what it felt like when I came in her ass? She told me for the first time the sex doesnt bother her, she didnt mind me taking her ass. She didnt mind the watersports, pain play, the craziest and kinkiest stuff you can imagine she didnt mind a bit, yet she never feels so filthy, dirty, unclean, than when she feels me cumming in her ass. She drew the line at swinging or sharing. Yet she said she would rather jerk a stranger off than feel me cum in her ass.
6 years! She never said anything, she just let me because i was her husband. She knew I usually had intense orgasms in her ass and occasionally multiples. She said I could still do it if I wanted because I always came harder. From then on, I always had multiple orgasms in her ass. Nothing screams love like you can do it if you want whether I like it or not. As fucked up as her grandma really made her, our sex life was incredible! She was bipolar and personality disorder which eventually ended ths marriage.

i will try to write an extreme hard fantasy related to your interest:

one night while you are walking alone, you will be taken to a minubus forcedly. they will blindfold your eyes and handchuff your finger thums at your back. then an inflatable gag will be placed into your mouth and, it will shut your voice and mouth breathing strictly. 2 tampons will be putin your ears to cut your hearing sense all. then a bad will be placed onto your head to make you more fallen into darkness, to keep you more silenced, to keep you more breathless... to makeyou more vulnable and helpless. they will take off all your clothes and strictly tie your feet tumbs.

now instead of 5, you have just 1 sense touch... and you can only feel sticky cold fear all over your naked body... you lost all control of your life and you know nothing about your destiny.... you even dont know if you can see the light again. you are so much isolated from world that your soul lost into the dark nothingless. they put you floor facedown, you feel nothing but despair. suddenly a finger forcedly enter into the deeper of your vagina, his finger in and out it brutally....

his finger... his... is this a guys finger...

maybe its a finger of fear, finger of death is going in and out your pussy brutally... this finger has no feeling its not rubbing your clit, caressing your vaginal lips. its insensibly working in and out like a piston. the aim of this piston is not giving you any little plesure, even the aim of it is not having any plesure... it seems it just wants you to torture. you even have any idea what is this... is this a finger of a human? or a dildo or an object? a penis of something?

it just hurts you more and more every second... second... you dont know if its second you losy your time sense totally. maybe its hurting and torturing you for hours long....

you can feel only pain forcing your resistance limit... maybe its already over your limits... only pain you can feeel.... at least you can feel something into this deep darkness because of this u are falling in love with this pain.....

you feel only a deep love for your unknown torturer. after that point you dont want your torturer to stop. you are just praying him not stop, work harder and deeper. this suffering is the only evidence of your soul is alive. at this point you are opening your soul your torturer to be fucked.... he is screwing your soul...

after this point although your body is suffering, your soul gets sexual plesure.. while your vulnable body burning into hell flame of pain, your soul is swimming in plesure ocean.. you feel an orgasm tsunami is closing slowly from the horizon. you are not sure if your body endure this incredible pain of vagina.. a cruel burning in/out piston destroying your vagina continuously, tirelessly.... you are so much greateful to it that you dont want it stop... it seems you d love to live in this hell forever....

but orgam tsunami gets closer and closer..... then... the best of the best orgasm of life starts... your soul starts ejeculating with incredible plesure spasms......

you cant handle so much continuously giant orgasm waves.....you pass out alll......
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note: if you enjoy we might keep going.......

being forced
 

i have been in a few situations where I have been forced into sex or sucking cock or other things,and I have to say I have enjoyed it everytime.
at a threesome I did with hubby and a guy who we met I found myself forced into sucking the guys cock almost straight away when we met,we went to a hotel room and hubby left the room for a few minutes,when he returned I was on my knees gagging on the guys cock ,hubby walked in and was quite surprised,the guy was pulling my head deep onto his cock and I was gagging on his cock for all I was worth,the guy was calling me a whore and a slut but I loved it
later on while I was getting spitroasted the guy pulled out of my pussy and pushed right into my arse,i could not say anything as hubby was pulling my head onto his cock at the time and I was gagging on him,i let the guy fuck my arse and then hubby did the same,i enjoyed it a lot,the feeling of being used turned me on a lot.
I was being used purely for there pleasure but at the same time I was dripping wet and I was feeling really liberated

Damn, what a lucky guy and a lucky hubby :)
I would love to use you Julie. Just looked at your pics on your profile and you are so sexy baby ;)
Please keep posting, thanks :)

Nice
 

What hot experiences. Sound like lots fun I like sex I love sex all day

Asian Forced Fantasy
 

imagine this as a forced fantasy
DoMyWife.Com - Kidnap Fantasy - Wives In Bondage - photo from lovelyasianwife

I'd love to fuck that hot little sexy body, forced or not, woo hoo :)
Please keep posting, thanks :)

I fantasize a lot about my wife being forced to do things she doesn't like to do ... like sucking cock, swallowing cum, or being made to eat pussy. Or other extreme things.

She had a coworker a number of years ago that I would show her pictures to. He and I would talk all the time about the stuff he wanted to do to her. Our favorite fantasy together was that he would anonymously contact her with her pictures and blackmail her. Came a ton to those fantasies.

Pics
 

Beautiful pics and just so hot, mmmmmmmmm.

Yes others share your fantasy also. My hubby loves thinking about me being gang fucked in front of him to the point we have done it. I must admit I was so turned on being blind folded tied to the bed in a hotel and then used by several men who I had not even met before. I say do it if it's what you desire. It was such a fucking high. I think the way we did it you realize that you give up control of your body to a total stranger is just fucking incredible. I would do it again in a flash. I have a fantasy about being grabbed in a parking garage and then forced to perform oral sex in the back of a van or truck and then fucked while bound and dropped back off at my car all wet and crusty from lots of semen. :eek::D

Fantasy for wife
 

I have a fantasy about seeing my wife forced to have sex with other men. To watch them fuck her up the ass and use her like a slut!! I would love to watch some titty torture on her. Maybe tie them up and do whatever!! Make her do things in public to strangers and just use and abuse her, If I gave her to you what would you do?

I've come to learn that this is a fairly common fantasy both for us gals and for our husbands though I've learned there are different ways one can be "forced". It wasn't until after we were married that I found out my husband really got off on forcing me to do lewd things. I had grown up in a very strict household and had very conservative ideas about sex so his demands made me very uncomfortable. Wanting to keep my marriage intact and to please him as a dutiful wife, I did what he wanted though I didn't always enjoy it. At first it was just things between the two of us, stripping and masturbating to music while he filmed me, taking pictures of me with his cum all over my face and my dress, making love to his ass with my tongue and things like that. Then he started making me go on "play dates" with other men that he had met through his work. He would make me dress like a slut and then drive me to meet them in some public place. It felt so shameful to be seen in public like that and then to endure drinks or dinner with this man while he ogled me knowing that he'd be having sex with me later in the evening. Some of the men couldn't even wait and they'd be pawing me right there at the bar while my husband looked on and smiled. Usually we'd end up at a motel or back at their place where my husband would make me strip for them and then have whatever kind of sex they wanted to have while he took pictures. Lately, he's made me do things with couples and groups of men. Sometimes, I have to admit, I get carried away and enjoy it though afterward I always feel incredibly ashamed. My husband thinks I'm turned on by being ashamed, I'm not so sure.

As you know I've been wanting to play with Ms Tmann's big titties for years now and I would really love to get a little rough with those beauties.....mmmmmmmmm :)
Please keep posting, thanks :)

Oh damn Lois, I would really love to get to know you baby ;)
I sure hope you post some pics soon, can't wait to see them.
Please keep posting, thanks :)

To be sure, Lois, there can be a turn on element in feeling shame, depending on the situation. The feeling may be perverse, but it is real, just the same. I have also felt an amount of shame, occasionally, after doing something that felt oh so good at the moment.
Glad to read that you admit to enjoying some of these occasions, in spite of the shame element. THAT is good. Robert is a very lucky man to have you for his wife.

Thoughts on the matter
 

It took several years for Florence's slut to come out, but I never had to "force" her to do anything during the first few years. She was very uninhibited when it came to doing things with me that a lot of girls might have refused to do. And she let lots of things slip that indicated I might be able to get a lot more out of her than I was trying, in spite of the "pure" image she promoted of herself. So, when I found a source for "men's" magazines I went a little nuts with them. I was especially fond of Penthouse and Adam, marking reader's letters to the Penthouse forums and ads in Club Adam that really turned me on, for her to see, with "please" notes on the hottest ones.

I'm not sure exactly why, but, one day, after I had kind of given up on girly mag enticements, it seemed as if a switch flipped, and Florence was suddenly willing to try anything, and let me DO anything with/to her when it came to sex. There were 1-2 instances of coercion by me (you do this for me if you want me to do that for you), but it was trading-off, not forcing, as such. The things I really wanted bad, that WOULD have meant forcing, just didn't happen, mainly because I didn't have the means to do it. I tried really hard to make it happen more than once, but it just wasn't to be. Believe me, if I could have, I would have, and I would have enjoyed it that much more if she had felt some shame about what she did after doing it. There is a definite turn on element when a guy makes a girl do something sexual against her will. I was/am especially fond of her letting other guys fuck her, including gang bangs, LARGE gang bangs. She did, eventually, let other guys fuck her, though not quite as wantonly as I wanted, but the gang bangs never happened. I also had a thing about her letting a LARGE dog fuck her GOOD, and repeatedly. I almost pulled that off with a German Shepherd/Timber Wolf mix, but that, sadly, fell apart the night it was going to happen. She HAD, reluctantly, agreed to do it, quite a while earlier, but other things went wrong that night. I also had a thing about her letting a horse fuck her, and I WOULD have FORCED her to do that, if I could have, but that was NEVER boing to happen, because I had no access to stallions (or bulls, another "thing"). To this day, I haven't said anything to her about doing it with a horse.

I'm not certain, but I think Florence might have felt some shame at letting a dog fuck her. I AM sure she would have been ashamed of letting a stallion, or bull, fuck her. She has, in years since, shown an inordinate interest when we drive by a stallion or bull that has its cock hanging down, sometimes to the ground. She ALWAYS gets excited at that sight. I do believe, if I had had access, I could have forced her to have sex with BOTH stallions and bulls, the bulls being a lot riskier for safety reasons. I would have had to force her to do it because THAT would have been one line too many for her to cross about what she had been taught growing up as a young Catholic girl. Growing up Catholic didn't keep her, her sisters, who knows how many of her cousins and aunts, and so many other girls from being whores, but there do seem to be SOME lines, though I do, sometimes, wonder about the possibility of Florence and a horse, given her fascination with their cocks.

I realize that I am hard wired by evolution to be turned on by such things, but there is also the element of "taboo". It is "taboo" for women to let animals fuck them, just as it is almost universally "taboo" for women to have multiple sex partners (that taboo is seriously in jeopardy). In spite of, or, maybe, because of, this I would seriously love to have seen Florence being fucked by dogs, horses, and cows, numerous times, as I would love to have seen her being gang-banged many times, especially at least once by a bunch of BBCs, the black/white taboo. And I would have gladly, eagerly, forced her to do these things, if I could have. Add these to the many other oddball things she willingly let me do with/to her.

In spite of what this sounds like, I loved her deeply, and, contrary to occasional appearances, our affections are quite strong. I am unrepentant for my thoughts and desires, though I may have some regrets, because I am as I am, and I cannot be otherwise. I have given much thought to this in the last few years and I am the product of too many variables to be different. Whatever anyone else (prudes, evangelicals, morality types) may think, at least I have done no harm to anyone else and I have a very strict personal code for myself that I see others violating all the time.