The story about my first Love Renee part II

[Myjanie12]

Then she told me all would be fine and not to cry. She kissed me again and her tongue met mine and I kissed her back. My hands went down into the water on her sides and she rubbed my chest. Renee stood up and said to me in a very soft voice," come with me honey." I followed her out of the tub and she handed me a towel and I wrapped myself. I was now so aroused that my briefs looked like a civil war tent with the pole in the middle. I followed her to the back of the basement. She opened a door next to the office and we passed through some beads hanging from the ceiling. It was a spare bedroom with a waterbed, the room was paneled with dark wood, and a dark shag carpet. There was mirrors on the ceiling and one wall also. Plus a gas fireplace and a killer stereo with huge speakers in all four corners. She went over to the turn table and opened it. On the turn table was Led Zeppelin I, II, and III. It was setup with the same record in duplicate so you got both sides of each album. A fringe benefit of having a hubby who was in the business. Then she turned down the lights and the music began. She also turned on these cool blinking lights that went around the ceiling and bounced off a disco ball. She took me by the hand and we went over to the water bed. Renee then took off her bikini top. Oh my God! What beauty I had seen breast before in dirty mags and my own mother but not someone like Renee. She told me not to be afraid and that I could touch them.

I felt her breast and her hard nipples and I couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe this was happening. It was like I was looking at myself from a distance. She kissed me again as she took off her bottom and then she climbed into the water bed and covered herself but not before I saw her. I was in total awe of what I had just seen. Her ass was so beautiful and curvy. I saw just a little bit of her front side a hint of a thin strip of hair in the middle. She called me to join her. I climbed in bed with her and covered myself. My briefs were pointing out from my erect penis. I felt her tug at them and she said," do you really needs these?" I said no and she helped me take them off. I was feeling so warm all over and she felt warm too. I kissed her and we continued making out. I felt her soft hand cover my penis. Oh it felt so good as she rubbed up and down it. My hair was rather thick and I felt her hand in my hair as she rubbed me. Then She disappeared under the covers. Oh my I felt her mouth on me. It felt so incredible as she kissed me and then her mouth covered me. I began to moan as she performed magic under the sheets. She came up from down under and we kissed. Then she guided my head between her soft creamy thighs. I kissed her right where she wanted. She whispered for me to use my tongue on her. I took her direction as she showed me just the right place and I began attacking the area with my tongue. She smelled so good her perfume was wonderful. She was tasteless I wondered if all women are like this. Just a slight hint of something but didn't know what it was. I liked it that is all I knew. I continued licking her and she was running her hands through my soft long brown hair. Then she pulled me up and I was now between her thighs. I felt her hand as she rubbed my penis between her legs. I heard Zeppelin coming through the speakers and the faint sound of the phone ringing. I was feeling so much. Yes I had masturbated many times but it felt nothing like this. Oh my it was so good. I started moving and I was now pumping my very hard penis inside her. I wondered if she liked me and how I was. As boys do I had measured myself plenty of times. I was almost six inches fully erect. I hoped she liked me. I pumped and she grabbed my little tight ass and was so gentle squeezing it. I knew I wouldn't last very long. I was worried so I slowed up my motion cause I didn't want to have a bad first time.

I had no idea the real thing felt so wonderful. I was losing myself in everything my senses were on over load. I thought this must be how heaven feels. We kissed and she looked so deeply into my eyes. I wondered what she was thinking. I wanted to know everything about her. She captured me by wrapping her sexy smooth legs around me. I continued with my motion of pumping and I knew I was close. I sped up a bit and went faster I started to feel a rumbling inside me and knew at and second I would explode into ecstasy. Then so suddenly I felt that wonderful feeling as the seamen raced through my lines and squirted out from my penis. I actually made some noise and she did also. I kept pumping afterwards for a few minutes trying to get all of it out. It felt so incredible though. Masturbating never felt this good. Wow! I felt so great and I didn't want to leave her. We stayed in the bed for a while and kissed and she played with me and I explored her body also. I asked about how she felt and about where I licked her. She was so amazed that I cared about how she felt. I asked how I felt to her. She then remarked, you mean size wise. She told me that I was just perfectly matched to her. I told her how wonderful she was and that I didn't want to leave her.

She rubbed me including my ass and then said I couldn't stay cause people wouldn't understand. I told her that I loved her and didn't care what anyone thought. She said that people just don't understand me being seventeen and her being forty four. I told her that I would always love her no matter what and she told me that she loved me too. She did convince me that I had to go home. Renee told me to call her later tonight and we would talk more. And so I got up and dressed she watched me. I didn't care she could watch me whenever she wanted to cause I belonged to her. I kissed her goodbye and I started the tractor, turned on the lights and drove home. I felt just like a grown up. It was almost 9:30 pm and my dad asked where I was so long. I told him that I stopped at a friends house and had pizza while we watched television. Then I went into my room and turned on the radio. I called Renee and we talked for a couple hours about so many things. We also talked about what happened and she made me promise not to tell anybody. I would never do that I told her cause it's just between us. I called her the next day cause I needed to trim around the patio.

I went over it was early afternoon and her friend Samantha was there. I saw Samantha checking me out and she seemed to be giggling like a school girl and I heard her ask Renee if I was the one who was in the hot tub. She said cute can I borrow him for my hot tub. Renee told her no he's only seventeen. Samantha said I understand 18 is the prime, then said you are so dam lucky I am so jealous. Not sure how I felt about this. I love Renee and want to be with her. Samantha left cause she was meeting her husband for dinner. So I sat with Renee and we talked. I wanted to kiss her but she said we couldn't her husband was coming home tonight. We talked and she asked if I wanted a beer. We went inside and while having the beer I kissed her. The next thing you know we were back on the water bed making love again. I was in heaven once again. We enjoyed making love and I couldn't think about anything else but Renee and I spending the rest of our lives together. I think deep down I knew it couldn't but I loved her so much.

Her husband came over and paid me for the work I did. I felt bad for him and I also felt bad cause I was now picturing him with Renee wondering what they were doing. Over the rest of the summer we made love several more times while her husband was out of town. We almost got caught one time when he came home early. She distracted him while I slipped out through the sliding glass door. I didn't like that cause I was so in love with her. My heart was heavy and it felt like it hurt. I started losing weight cause I couldn't keep food down. My dad took me to the Dr. and he told my dad I was in love. I wanted to tell him what was going on but I couldn't even righting this now makes my stomach upset and my chest feels tight. I have thought of Renee often and I wonder what our life would have been together. It still hurts to think about cause she meant so much to me this older woman who treated me like I mattered. My beautiful Renee I didn't care about the age difference I just wanted to be with her. Renee is 78 now and I actually saw her several years ago. Her husband died and she had gotten remarried. Seeing her brought back so many feelings. I told her that I still loved her and she took my head in her hands and kissed my lips telling me she would always remember our time together and that she loved me too. I told her that she broke my heart but that it has happened a few more times and she is the only one I never ever really got over. My beautiful Renee she is so wonderful.