careful what u wish for

[proleoward]

My wife has been stepping out with permission from me for several months now. Im gone to work alot for days at a time and she takes advantage of this to see one guy regularly and several others on an infrequent basis. As much as I ask her to she will not allow me to watch or take pictures or vids or anything of these encounters as she says it is for her and I have to just be happy that I'm getting what I said I wanted, namely her getting fucked hard and often by other men. Ive seen txt conversations with some of them on her phone and the pics they send her and the ones she sends back. Since she started she has lost weight and looks better than she has in years. She dresses sluttier and does her make up more often, something she didnt do much before. I love all of this but had thought she would allow me to participate a little, at least watch or see some pictures but she refuses. She is gone nearly every night Im home and most nights that I am not. I'm only allowed to fuck her when she has already been with another man because she says she needs a big cock in her before she will bother with mine. She says she still loves me and she thought she would just be doing this for me and then stop but she needs to fuck these men now because of how they make her feel and because of how much better they are at fucking her than me.

This is sort of what I wanted but I feel left out of the loop now. I wasnt jealous to start with but I find myself becoming so when she is gone. Its over riden by how turned on I am waiting for her to come home and to hear about her dates. Her regular guy is getting shipped out in a few months so she said she'll have to find another. When I suggested one that might be ok with letting me take part, at least by watching she just laughed in my face and said I really didnt want to be there when she was getting fucked, didnt want to see how much better they were and how they made her scream. I told her I did want to see but she doesnt seem willing to budge on it. I even threatened to no longer give her permission to go if I couldnt be part of it from time to time but she said then she would just continue to do it without telling me or letting me fuck her anymore.

Not really sure what to do. This all started as her humoring my fantasy and I'm very glad shes come to love it herself but I don't want to just make due hearing about whats going on. She knew I wanted more than that and is refusing it to me. I dont want to split up but Im unwilling to have it continue indefinately this way. Shes even done gangbangs which was my ultimate fantasy to watch and refused to let me have that. I could let go of seeing her one on one with her lovers if I could at least see that. My wife was a shy sweet girl and this has changed her entire demeanor and persona in our marraige.

[mrboots]

That is pretty well the same thing that happened with my friends wife.
She had never been with any one except him and didn't know any different.
But he became obsessed with the idea of fucking me because of the size of my cock.
He nagged her relentlessly until she caved in and fucked me to shut him up.
Unfortunately for him, she took a serious liking to me fucking her and is not willing to give it up,even though he threatens her in various manners.
She tells him go for it,do what you have to but I'm not giving up that delicious cock.

[proleoward]

sounds like a similar situation

[photoboss1]

Have 2 friends who talked their wives into trying my large cock. Both wives now crave it all the time, while the husbands wish they would stop fucking me. It has now progressed to the point that both of the wives are knocked up to me. Both husbands are not happy campers. Both wives have kids with their husbands. Both men are snipped. Kids are wondering how mom got knocked up. Especially the daughters.

[blackhat1]

It seems like if she really loves you she'd let you watch, since she said she only did it because you wanted her too. But to me sounds more like she might have been fucking around any way and just using your fantacy.. Happened to a friend, told his wife wanted to see her get fucked, she said couldn't do it while he watched at first, went out got fucked, kept going back, until my friend put his foot down, she left him and he found out she'd been fucking behind his back since they started dating.

[saskcple]

Find yourself a good lawyer....if you put your foot down she ain't gonna like it. Your being played. Ask her if it's ok if you get a little honey on the side ..... might be a different story then.

[gisade]

Once you ring that bell, you can never go back.