my sons black friend. continued

[sue40]

hi all. its been a while, thanks to you all who left supporting words on my forum page feeling a lot better now still have my bad days here and there but getting there thanks. over the past weeks when simon was away work, my sister karen was coming over we were just going over old times i was drinking, mortal if i'm honest. i went over allisons a few times and debs just for company really, couldnt face going out to pubs, clubs etc. i got drink in at weekend if he was away. simon triied to comfort me, he was ok but it dont work does it, you have to deal and face up to it your own way. had a lot of family and friend support which was nice of everyone, and at last i'm starting to turn a corner again, had 3 weeks off work, i'm back now full time. i've got one written update to post, yes a sexy lol. happened 7 weeks ago just after my uncle passed. i was in a bad place got mortal that night. but i will post soon. ive added a pic on my home page just a face one haha for now. i would have gone out tonight with the ally and deb but simon isnt away working this weekend so they didnt go out either, oh well next weekend hopefully fingers crossed haha. my son has also been having personal problems after he moved out and got a flat, his relationship ended, trouble coping etc, and i had that on my plate as well as going through my bad time, my sons issues, was partly down to me, meeting someone off here who caused chaos along the way to me and some other members of my family, i'm lucky simon never got wind of any off it or i'd have been finished from here. i'll mention no name but he knows what he done, if you ever read this Mr.. the damage you caused to my family esp my son.. i hope you can sleep at night you nasty piece of work. phew its good to be back.. sue.

[Assman39]

Wow sue sounds like you have had a bit of a time. Glad your doing better and can’t wait to hear your last eat update

[sue40]

Hi, Thanks assman for your kind comments previous.

Simon not working away this weekend yes i'm i was going out with the girls to party and get smashed .. and inbetween chatted up by a handsome black man for a bit afters into the morning hahaha.. kiddin there, not about the handsome black man, just being chatted up by him while ally and deb are in company,, they dont know my hidden cravings sssshhhh its a secret hahaha.....thank you guys for the comments on my latest updates sue.

[willrabyou]

Sue i have read about the trouble you been through. Hope all is going to be better. Keep us posted...

[Assman39]

No problem at all sue. Hope Simon goes to work this weekend so you can get out for some drinks

[sue40]

Simons away work 5am tomorrow morning up in scotland stornoway he wont be home till late afternoon sunday so going out tomorrow with the girls ally, deb, in the afternoon just for a few drinks then go home get ready, stephs friend is having a house party and aparently there is going to be 80 plus attending so going along to that tomorrow evening. i was intending to go out alone tomoorow night to starlights in town its mostly black people, guys) been a number of times its good atmosphere among other luxurys hehe. but about an hour ago i been invited to that party, i'm torn. could do both party till 10 see what its like if no good go into town to starlights) what i do know is he's away, i'm out, few drinks mingle have some fun hehe i need it after the past few months most likely end up smashed haha.

[Assman39]

You go out and have a good time sue you deserve it lol get smashed and find some nice cock to ride

[Assman39]

Hope all is well sue. Miss ya lots

[sue40]

Hiya yes i'm good thanks i did go out that weekend simon was away went to my daughters friends house party decided not to go into town stayed there till after 1am i was mortal went home alone unfortunately thats a first for me when he's been away haha woke next morning with a terrible hangover stayed in bed till late afternoon cant complain was still a funny night tbh .
Theres a guy at work well a client really for those who dont know my profession i'm a rehabilitation officer i see people on one to ones daily i help people that have been in trouble with the courts or worse thats sent to our offices as a way of keeping them out of further trouble by finding programmes work etc. there is this guy maxwell he's been with us a month now and he's been on my list of people to see so i have been seeing him on thursdays for the past four weeks, he's black 25 from what i've seen he's a build on him, so far i've seen him four times and unlike some i see he's very cooperative and seems to want to turn over a new leaf he's chatty smiling a lot and has attended all the places i've sent him if they dont attend we can refer them back into the courts so its in there best interests really. last thursday he maxwell attended as usual it was a warmish day and he was my 2 o clock app i was going through with him what he'd been doing since last week and as ever he'd done what was asked i pushed the monitor around and was going over programmes with him to see what tasks he wanted to do because they have to leave my office with three at least. i'd done a print off for him and noticed when he was talking that he was looking over towards my tits i'd taken my waist jacket off at dinner because it was warming up, didnt bother me at all where he was looking, you can spot a badboy image a mile off i know the type i been there a few times plus black are mostly the same more filthy than your average white and say what they please without a care which dont bother me as i know the score i should do ha, by the time i'd finished his print ups and next app it was 5 to 3 but we cant let them go till 3 preciseley he decided to be joky and asked me questions how long i been married he noticed the ring the previous week and asked but i ignored it and pressed on but i answered him this time and going in the cabinet for the next file he was paying me compliments and grinning i didnt say owt just sat down and said its 3pm you can go now he was standing there still grinning and asked my age, again i said see you next week maxwell so he guessed stupidly, to his credit he had me 5 years younger in which i had to smile and he was feeding off that and sat on the corner of my desk i said you better go ive another one at 10 past i noticed a bulge as i was looking toward him and put pen to paper ignoring his chat he got from the desk stood there and blatantly asked me if i'd have a drink sometime grinning. i said dont be daft, and he said why not? i said see you next week maxwell, he said answer the question i ignored it. he goes to go out the door and he said, its because i'm black yes and you think you better than me i know your office type, i stood up goes to the door to show him out and he was standing in front the door i said dont be daft i got another client now and he sucked his teeth and said you got big tits darlin winked and said see you next week, i could of reported it but i didnt and i was running late for the next client. driving home later that day i thought about earlier and that i shouldnt of answered his first question about how long i been married, if that didnt happen at work i wouldnt of minded in the slightest i dont usually divulge personal private information at work especially to clients its unetical dont know why i did tbh thats a first as well. the following day friday, in my lunch break i looked up his file and was going through it thoroughly, he's on our books for three months and its his fifth attendance this thursday and he's on my list till his time ends so i will be seeing him every thursday afternoon, he's on another probation programme which he attends on tuesdays and he's been recently released from prison which he served 12 months for fighting and dealing. i'm not surprised he strook me straight away as the badboy image. strikes me as a chancer a lot of the black are, gift of the gab to boot. if it wasnt for the fact its work related and that happened in a pub i wouldnt hesitate to follow it up. part of me has thought about it but if i took it any further i could lose my job if it got out anytime and three quarters of me say dont be daft he's a client, i did wonder about his bulge what caught my eye i really think he might have a big cock hehe. he's completely wrong about me altogether saying he knows my type and that i'm better than him and using the black label as the excuse. as most of you know i love my black cock on the side especially the big cocks but maxwell wouldnt know this and its hardly something i could say to him across my desk in work, he has got me wondering though and part of me wants thursday to come sooner but the rest of me is dreading it he strikes me as a filthy bastuard with all the chat and if last weeks anything to go by somethings telling me he'll push me more this thursday i just have to be careful because if anything did happen and staff found out its instant dismissal thats company policy. thats what worries me or i wouldnt hesitate to go for that drink. oh well

[goodtimes2]

As tempting as it sounds you have A LOT to lose so maybe best to try and resist this one!