I`ve made a big, big mistake.
My bank account is loaded now, and I put money first again.
I have all this money now and I don't want any of it?
I`m not sure what's changed with me but something has, She give me all this money and I sit in my room thinking of her more than the money.
I remember once she said all the money they had couldn't save her mother, and now I have all this money but without her in my life it means nothing.
I`ve been thinking of moving away tbh, somewhere in the lakes away from Manchester, away from everything I know here.
I live in a flat at the moment but I can get much better now with the money I have.
So this could be my last post on here apart from if I do post my last home when I move from Manchester.
Manchester holds way to many memories now, of her and how she made it happen, she kept it happy and fun and most of all I think she made Manchester a much happier place for me to live.
She made so many people happy and I miss her so much, but that's not going to change what's happened.
I did find this music that reminds me of her and her retro photos she took!
She seems just a memory now at the back of my mind, i think i need to move on be alone and just think about what life means now, plus what it holds for me, plus bring lots of photos of her to my new place and just be alone with her in my mind and remember our happy times.
Her fav photo was this monkey photo that i`ve uploaded with big teeth.
She used to laugh at that so much.
PLZ DONT DELETE.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Opq85BK09Q