I took my fiancee to lunch. She looked exhausted.
She apologized for last night. I told her that she did nothing wrong. She felt that she did because she feels like she fucked a guy her girlfriend is fucking. They are not in a relationship. Who either fucks is their business.
She had no intention of ever doing MFM sex again with her former boyfriend. It was completely spontaneous. She was exceptionally horny. She did intend to drink wine. Her ex upset her. She had no intention of getting wasted. She was caught up in conversation with her former boyfriend. Their conversation included a lot of talk about sex which probably made my fiancee more horny.
She told me years ago that sex with her former boyfriend was only physical pleasure. She never had emotional connection with him. She assured me that sex with me is expression of loving, emotional connection. I told her that I knew it, and that I can distinguish physical pleasure from expressions of love. I told her again that I love her sexual confidence and her getting naked confidence. She thinks people have backward beliefs about nudity. It does turn me on to watch her get naked in front of whoever is present. She doesn't care as long as no one has a camera. She has unbelievable confidence when she's naked.
She told me that men love watching her giving blow jobs. She told me that she knew I loved watching her giving her former boyfriend blow jobs. She's right. It is erotic.
I assured her that I'm in love with her. I have accepted her hyper-sexuality. Most women love and crave sex. My fiancee is not hesitant to discuss her sexuality. She's a woman who loves sex. I told her that men love naughty women. She replied that she already knew that.
Her former boyfriend called her before I picked her up. She assured him that she was good with everything that happened last night.
I asked her where she came up with "money shot". She told me that she knows how men talk and she's watched enough porn to know what money shot is. She was adorable as she explained it.
During their conversation she told him that they're a perfect match. She told him that he'll ask her to marry him. She assured him that her marriage was over years ago. His fucking her had nothing to do with the end of her marriage.
She got back on the subject of last night's spontaneous sex. She was horny, but she had no intention of MFM sex. She couldn't restrain her sexual desire. She said she loved it and it was exceptionally euphoric for her. She had no idea of how many times she came. She does love receiving oral sex. It's her favorite way to orgasm. She said that her former boyfriend and I are the best she's ever had at going down on her.
When I dropped her off she told me to not call her because she was exhausted and needed to sleep. She'd call me when she awakens.
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