Hi to all!
I would like to know and understand better the whole process of IR cuckold from the woman's side. I've been thinking about this long time, but haven't really got true answers, since sometimes women can be a bit shy (or lazy to write
). I would really hope that you here would take time and answer these questions and tell your whole story honestly, and maybe it would be cuckold relationships better and more easy for men to understand. Sometimes it can be confusing to get all the reads from woman since some might hide the feelings for fantasies, get angry if man talk about that maybe feel disconnected with man who fantasies his wife with other men. Also, probably all those emotions and feelings are big turn on for me so if women want to share their detailed stories I would love to listen. Couple of question that comes to my mind!
How does it work? You just one day realize you are into black guys? Does it go like you'll start fantasizing or watch porn with black men and then can't stop? What happens in this pace - how the actual jump from admitting to your self, telling your husband, buying a dildo and actually having sex with black guy? How it all made you feel and why? Why you like it so much? What's so special about black guys? Why you couldn't stop fantasizing black dicks. If you cheated your husband, how it made you feel. You loved the excitement, how you could get caught? Did you get turned on doing bad things to your clueless hubby, like sucking your lover off in the car so that your husband might caught you and then going to kiss your hubby or making him lick your pussy after sex with lover? Maybe letting your lover fingering you in public. Did you enjoy and/get turned on by dominating and humiliating him like that? What else did you thought or wanted to do? Why you think you felt like that? Did you already know he have the same fantasies as you? How it made you feel?
To understand completely, I feel like every small detail and feeling would be great - and also like I said before, it's damn sexy to listen woman talking about their fantasies, feelings, emotions and everything. If anyone have time, I would love to learn about everything that goes in woman's head in this process. How it feels to touch black man's dick first time? What you think about your husband then? How it felt in your mouth? First orgasm? First time your husband watch you and you saw him getting hard watching you acting like slut. How it made you feel? Hopefully I'll hear the full story from someone, would help a lot and like I said, I can share my story so far.
In the beginning when you were still hiding that and just secretly thinking black guys even when you have sex with your husband.
How about your feelings about the fact your husband gets hard thinking you with other man? How it makes you feel? You think he is weird? How you feel about you being such a slut in his fantasies? That he jerks off while you suck big black dick - do you see him lower, like not same man that you used to? Does it go like that - and if so, does it turn you on seeing him small and weak, climaxing from your 'wrongdoing'? Be honest here, most of the times it's the 'wrong' things that turn you on. Maybe you enjoy humiliating him and taking away his manhood? What you want him to do when you have sex with your lover? Are you embarrassed of him? You want to help him cum?
How it would make you feel if you know that he fantasize about sucking black dick? How about if your hubby actually want to suck dick? Or get fucked in the ass? Or dress like a girl and get fucked by your lover. How things like that would make you feel? In sex/fantasy part of life and 'normal' part of life. Would it change something? Would it make you extremely horny to watch your black friend using him like a girl? Maybe sucking his dick together. If it would make you horny, why? Seeing him so powerless and weak, turned into a girl - and because that would be wrong to enjoy seeing your love like that, perhaps? If it wouldn't make you horny, why, what it makes you feel?
How about after all that is already done? How it feels? You miss the old times? You would do something differently? You still craving black dicks? You have more fantasies? You want to stay with your husband, as a husband and wife or is that now gone?
For those who answer with detailed story of their path, I'll promise to answer also from my perspective how it all started and how it have went since - if you are interested.