Recently paroled.

[J-DuB901]

I just got out of prison this week after doing a little over a year. It was not that long, but it was long enough to cause a bit of frustration and no way to relive myself. I often had dreams about a female friend of mine who was writing me while I was away. In the dream I would be at her and her boyfriends house, and would spot them in the kitchen with his hand up her skirt and kissing her neck. He would never see me watching but she would, and she would not take her eyes off me. Then he would leave the apartment, and me and her would always end up on the couch with her legs on my lap. Things would progress, and I remember the excitement of him catching us would always turn me on. The first few times I would wake up right before I came, until finally I woke up with cum all over myself. My boxers were soaked and my green and whites had a huge stain on the front. It was pretty epic. I remember rushing to the shower before anyone else got up so no one would see the huge stain. It was that's bad.

When I got out she was waiting at my house. Long story short here and her boyfriend broke up. I did end up getting with her that night and the next, but I haven't since. I have been getting online and trying to hook up like that. It's weird. I have a very hot woman who will give it to me anytime I want and I get online to find something new. I have hooked up with one female off another site, yet here I am trying to do it again. I don't know if its need for excitement or the fact that I just got out of prison. It's like the fact that Jess does not have a boyfriend turns me off a little. No risk of getting caught

[dfoulup]

Good luck man. Being out must be quite an adjustment.

Lots of people love the excitement of being with a new person; it's pretty normal. I'd guess you are having a really big helping of it since you were without for so long. The 'risk of getting caught' thing could get you into trouble though. I know you know that. Best wishes.