What have I missed?

[Elisha]

Well, I'v never written a confession about myself but I'm at that age where I need to try something. I grew up in a small southern town as a Church of Christ holy roller. I didn't believe that a person needed a sex like to be happy and guit frankly I made it 46 years still thinking the same thing. My poor husband works hard to get me to dress provoctively, go out on the town, and heavenly only knows we had sex if he was lucky 2 or 3 times a month. Back about 2 years ago we finally got to go on a cruise. One of the islands we visited was St Martin and of course my husband planned all along to go to orient beach. We had payed for the beach vist with the open bar which was basically rum punch. As we strolled down the beach there was various topless and some nudity. My husband asked me to try topless and for some unanswered reason I took my top off. I was pleasantly surprised that I got several great compliments and with the open bar continued to get plastered. At the end of the beach was the full nudity and we were out of place with our swimtrunks on. I noticed several black islanders I guess hanging around and that is what did it. I love the looks of a six pack and a black cock. As we stood around, we began to talk with the islanders and soon they made me feel great about myself. Nobody did anything to be out of place. They did encourage me to take my bottoms off. I loved being looked at and especially when the guys would squeeze my butt and try to finger my tush from behind. My husband finally said it was time to get back to the return area and I actually walked most of the way back naked. I loved it and now I am hungary to get laid. My husband was impressed that I was completely diferent than my normal self. He is the same old guy and I will always love him but I can't get this out of my mind. I even mentioned it to him and he actually encouraged me to try it. At this poiint I want to but not at the expense of my relationship. Perhaps for my birthday my husband will surprise me with date! One other thing, I want to be filled with cum but I'm afraid of aids and the other STDs. How do I find the guy I want and still get fucked and pumped full?

[cfoods]

find another married man

[jenny2slut4u2]

I agree with Cfoods. Find a married guy or else have the guy get tested and bring the results. Fantacy is one thing but if you do it for real you need to be careful. I like married men myself. They seem to treat you better and you do not have to worry about them getting attached to you.

[dbshub]

Hi,loved your post,we to have led a pretty quiet life the last few years due to work and kid commitments, but when younger we used to party a bit[threesomes,casual partners etc]Now we are older and have more time for each other [Dee is late 30s Im early 40s]we are finding a renewed sexuality between us which is very nice.We have talked about another threesome probably mmf,and like the idea but we both prefer bareback so have to be carefull of stds.The person we have in mind is someone we know well and trust,but with any thing the only way to totally avoid risk is to do nothing.In the past all the action was with people we knew well,and we never had any problems.The pick up a stranger and fuck them from a bar or whatever fantasy is hot but these days too risky for us at least.Hope you and the other people out there have fun and have your fantsy,but be carefull to!All the best Dee and Hubby.