Forced fantasy

[LoisLove]

I've come to learn that this is a fairly common fantasy both for us gals and for our husbands though I've learned there are different ways one can be "forced". It wasn't until after we were married that I found out my husband really got off on forcing me to do lewd things. I had grown up in a very strict household and had very conservative ideas about sex so his demands made me very uncomfortable. Wanting to keep my marriage intact and to please him as a dutiful wife, I did what he wanted though I didn't always enjoy it. At first it was just things between the two of us, stripping and masturbating to music while he filmed me, taking pictures of me with his cum all over my face and my dress, making love to his ass with my tongue and things like that. Then he started making me go on "play dates" with other men that he had met through his work. He would make me dress like a slut and then drive me to meet them in some public place. It felt so shameful to be seen in public like that and then to endure drinks or dinner with this man while he ogled me knowing that he'd be having sex with me later in the evening. Some of the men couldn't even wait and they'd be pawing me right there at the bar while my husband looked on and smiled. Usually we'd end up at a motel or back at their place where my husband would make me strip for them and then have whatever kind of sex they wanted to have while he took pictures. Lately, he's made me do things with couples and groups of men. Sometimes, I have to admit, I get carried away and enjoy it though afterward I always feel incredibly ashamed. My husband thinks I'm turned on by being ashamed, I'm not so sure.

[burllleee]

Originally Posted by tmann50

I have a fantasy about seeing my wife forced to have sex with other men. To watch them fuck her up the ass and use her like a slut!! I would love to watch some titty torture on her. Maybe tie them up and do whatever!! Make her do things in public to strangers and just use and abuse her, If I gave her to you what would you do?

As you know I've been wanting to play with Ms Tmann's big titties for years now and I would really love to get a little rough with those beauties.....mmmmmmmmm
Please keep posting, thanks

[burllleee]

Originally Posted by LoisLove

I've come to learn that this is a fairly common fantasy both for us gals and for our husbands though I've learned there are different ways one can be "forced". It wasn't until after we were married that I found out my husband really got off on forcing me to do lewd things. I had grown up in a very strict household and had very conservative ideas about sex so his demands made me very uncomfortable. Wanting to keep my marriage intact and to please him as a dutiful wife, I did what he wanted though I didn't always enjoy it. At first it was just things between the two of us, stripping and masturbating to music while he filmed me, taking pictures of me with his cum all over my face and my dress, making love to his ass with my tongue and things like that. Then he started making me go on "play dates" with other men that he had met through his work. He would make me dress like a slut and then drive me to meet them in some public place. It felt so shameful to be seen in public like that and then to endure drinks or dinner with this man while he ogled me knowing that he'd be having sex with me later in the evening. Some of the men couldn't even wait and they'd be pawing me right there at the bar while my husband looked on and smiled. Usually we'd end up at a motel or back at their place where my husband would make me strip for them and then have whatever kind of sex they wanted to have while he took pictures. Lately, he's made me do things with couples and groups of men. Sometimes, I have to admit, I get carried away and enjoy it though afterward I always feel incredibly ashamed. My husband thinks I'm turned on by being ashamed, I'm not so sure.

Oh damn Lois, I would really love to get to know you baby
I sure hope you post some pics soon, can't wait to see them.
Please keep posting, thanks

[John Skolte]

Originally Posted by LoisLove

I've come to learn that this is a fairly common fantasy both for us gals and for our husbands though I've learned there are different ways one can be "forced". It wasn't until after we were married that I found out my husband really got off on forcing me to do lewd things. I had grown up in a very strict household and had very conservative ideas about sex so his demands made me very uncomfortable. Wanting to keep my marriage intact and to please him as a dutiful wife, I did what he wanted though I didn't always enjoy it. At first it was just things between the two of us, stripping and masturbating to music while he filmed me, taking pictures of me with his cum all over my face and my dress, making love to his ass with my tongue and things like that. Then he started making me go on "play dates" with other men that he had met through his work. He would make me dress like a slut and then drive me to meet them in some public place. It felt so shameful to be seen in public like that and then to endure drinks or dinner with this man while he ogled me knowing that he'd be having sex with me later in the evening. Some of the men couldn't even wait and they'd be pawing me right there at the bar while my husband looked on and smiled. Usually we'd end up at a motel or back at their place where my husband would make me strip for them and then have whatever kind of sex they wanted to have while he took pictures. Lately, he's made me do things with couples and groups of men. Sometimes, I have to admit, I get carried away and enjoy it though afterward I always feel incredibly ashamed. My husband thinks I'm turned on by being ashamed, I'm not so sure.

To be sure, Lois, there can be a turn on element in feeling shame, depending on the situation. The feeling may be perverse, but it is real, just the same. I have also felt an amount of shame, occasionally, after doing something that felt oh so good at the moment.
Glad to read that you admit to enjoying some of these occasions, in spite of the shame element. THAT is good. Robert is a very lucky man to have you for his wife.

[John Skolte]

It took several years for Florence's slut to come out, but I never had to "force" her to do anything during the first few years. She was very uninhibited when it came to doing things with me that a lot of girls might have refused to do. And she let lots of things slip that indicated I might be able to get a lot more out of her than I was trying, in spite of the "pure" image she promoted of herself. So, when I found a source for "men's" magazines I went a little nuts with them. I was especially fond of Penthouse and Adam, marking reader's letters to the Penthouse forums and ads in Club Adam that really turned me on, for her to see, with "please" notes on the hottest ones.

I'm not sure exactly why, but, one day, after I had kind of given up on girly mag enticements, it seemed as if a switch flipped, and Florence was suddenly willing to try anything, and let me DO anything with/to her when it came to sex. There were 1-2 instances of coercion by me (you do this for me if you want me to do that for you), but it was trading-off, not forcing, as such. The things I really wanted bad, that WOULD have meant forcing, just didn't happen, mainly because I didn't have the means to do it. I tried really hard to make it happen more than once, but it just wasn't to be. Believe me, if I could have, I would have, and I would have enjoyed it that much more if she had felt some shame about what she did after doing it. There is a definite turn on element when a guy makes a girl do something sexual against her will. I was/am especially fond of her letting other guys fuck her, including gang bangs, LARGE gang bangs. She did, eventually, let other guys fuck her, though not quite as wantonly as I wanted, but the gang bangs never happened. I also had a thing about her letting a LARGE dog fuck her GOOD, and repeatedly. I almost pulled that off with a German Shepherd/Timber Wolf mix, but that, sadly, fell apart the night it was going to happen. She HAD, reluctantly, agreed to do it, quite a while earlier, but other things went wrong that night. I also had a thing about her letting a horse fuck her, and I WOULD have FORCED her to do that, if I could have, but that was NEVER boing to happen, because I had no access to stallions (or bulls, another "thing"). To this day, I haven't said anything to her about doing it with a horse.

I'm not certain, but I think Florence might have felt some shame at letting a dog fuck her. I AM sure she would have been ashamed of letting a stallion, or bull, fuck her. She has, in years since, shown an inordinate interest when we drive by a stallion or bull that has its cock hanging down, sometimes to the ground. She ALWAYS gets excited at that sight. I do believe, if I had had access, I could have forced her to have sex with BOTH stallions and bulls, the bulls being a lot riskier for safety reasons. I would have had to force her to do it because THAT would have been one line too many for her to cross about what she had been taught growing up as a young Catholic girl. Growing up Catholic didn't keep her, her sisters, who knows how many of her cousins and aunts, and so many other girls from being whores, but there do seem to be SOME lines, though I do, sometimes, wonder about the possibility of Florence and a horse, given her fascination with their cocks.

I realize that I am hard wired by evolution to be turned on by such things, but there is also the element of "taboo". It is "taboo" for women to let animals fuck them, just as it is almost universally "taboo" for women to have multiple sex partners (that taboo is seriously in jeopardy). In spite of, or, maybe, because of, this I would seriously love to have seen Florence being fucked by dogs, horses, and cows, numerous times, as I would love to have seen her being gang-banged many times, especially at least once by a bunch of BBCs, the black/white taboo. And I would have gladly, eagerly, forced her to do these things, if I could have. Add these to the many other oddball things she willingly let me do with/to her.

In spite of what this sounds like, I loved her deeply, and, contrary to occasional appearances, our affections are quite strong. I am unrepentant for my thoughts and desires, though I may have some regrets, because I am as I am, and I cannot be otherwise. I have given much thought to this in the last few years and I am the product of too many variables to be different. Whatever anyone else (prudes, evangelicals, morality types) may think, at least I have done no harm to anyone else and I have a very strict personal code for myself that I see others violating all the time.