Have I deserved 100 blows or this is over reacting?

	Username: SassyHole
	Date: 20-Mar-2017 22:14:48
	Mood: horny
	Music: 24K Magic - Bruno Mars

I’ve met my Dom this morning. We were in his car chatting and at some point I told him that I’ve been exchanging a few messages with my old “virtual” Dom over the past week. He doesn’t seem much surprised but at the same time he is visibly displeased. He stops the car and asks me to get out and follow him in the back of his car. We were in a quiet location but I surely couldn’t guess that he was about to punish me there. He asked me to pull my skirt up because he wanted to make a point. I realized that this didn’t sound too good he then told me that I did something really rude and disrespectful ………really??? I have just exchanged messages with him. I was trying to explain the dynamic of what happened but this only seemed to make it worse so I just had to surrender to the punishment he wanted to give me. 100 blows with 3 different crops and his hand for last. Useless to say that despite I was trying not to cry I didn’t manage to be strong enough. The first implement has been the worse, such a stinging sensation on my butt. Every time I raised one of my feet from the ground I received 5 more so I am not sure how much was the total of them. Strangely enough when he arrived at spanking me with his bare hand at last I was almost pleased about it (I am now rolling my eyes at myself – a sensation junkie afterall????). He must have felt merciful toward the end as he was keeping my feet stable on the ground with his feet so that I couldn’t move them and earn more blows.

Well, my question is: Have I really done something so bad to deserve such a harsh punishment? I wonder if being so stern is a common ground between Doms or if I am the only one that won’t be able to talk to other people involved in the lifestyle without asking permission to my Dom?